"Luv Lust"

We speak,
But our eyes never meet
I know this can't be real,
These feelings that I feel
You're there
I'm here
Trying to piece together this awkward pair
How do I feel this Luv Lust
When I've never even felt your touch?
It's your words that move me
Your voice that soothes me
Am i trying to make something out of nothing?
I STOP ... Confused ...
Is this just some desperate search
to quench my LUV thirst?
But there's no denying this connection,
the only thing that stands in our way
is our own Self Deception,
Or is this distance
deterring this Luv Smitten(ce) =)
I don't know if I trust this Luv Lust
Scared of disappointing this one
that has come & taken over my mind.
Thoughts wander
the more time I sit and ponder
But my heart is open,
feelings have already been spoken.
This is something new
But I feel it's true
Something foreign to both of us
But NOT this feeling of Luv Lust
This LUV LUST feels familiar,
Regardless if this situation feels peculiar.
Fear Holds you back
or is it feelings for me that you lack?
I can't be sure,
But to see you is a MUST
to know if this could be LUV
OR if its just LUST!



© LuvLan